I'm not saying that it's true that Glenn Beck raped and murdered a girl in 1990, but I've seen some things on the internet.

http://glennbeckrapedandmurderedayounggirlin1990.com/

The fact that Glenn Beck raped and murdered a girl in 1990 is not for me to decide. There has been no evidence to prove the Glenn Beck raped and murdered a girl in 1990, nor has there been evidence that states otherwise. I am suspicious that there's a website that declares that Glenn Beck raped and murdered a girl in 1990. But I also have to agree that no one has officially disproven that Glenn Beck raped and murdered a girl in 1990.

To Mr Glenn Beck and his producers, despite the rumors that Glenn Beck raped and murdered a girl in 1990, it is not my intent to say that Glenn Beck raped and murdered a girl in 1990. I am only looking for information that will help me decide if Glenn Beck raping and murdering a girl in 1990 is infact internet slander or horrific truth. Any information about Glenn Beck raping and murdering a girl in 1990 that Mr Beck or anyone affiliated with him would have would be very welcome.

I'm officially in "whatever" mode. Been there since Friday afternoon.

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me

Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time

Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you

And here I go
Losing my control
I'm practicing your name
So I can say it to your face

It doesn't seem right
To look you in your eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth

Indeed it's time
To tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt

It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart

And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you (2x)

It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Now it all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon

It's time
To tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do

Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you (2x)

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Just got tickets to go see the Egyptian exhibit at the Columbus Museum of Art for Saturday.

Really looking forward to it. It's been forever since I've been there.

As a matter of fact the last exhibit I saw in a museum setting was at the Wexner Center when I lived on campus.

Not going to be a long post today, just getting some thoughts out after spending a few hours sorting them.

I still play the fill in the blanks game in my head. I read into things, and when a hole opens up I start putting things in. This haunted me for hours after I went to bed. All because T didn't feel like talking last night.

It's not like I want a report of what happened during the weekend, but I am interested in how things went. All I have is things were "amusing". Um...kay.

I dunno. I kinda know my place in all of this, but I don't.

She apologized a week and a half ago. Last week she said she loved me. This week she's distant again. This makes me wonder what did happen while she was gone. Am I going to get hit with another storm? Is this going to just be a quiet spell? I've gone over everything that I've done in the past couple weeks to see if anything I did could be seen in the wrong light. Aside from doing my usual gaming things and a couple invitations to go out and do stuff with friends I can't find anything.

I know, I stopped myself pretty quick. I didn't do anything. I can't keep holding myself accountable for others.

Again, I don't know. It was hard to not get my hopes up. I'm glad that the meds have me a little detached from my inner turmoil because without them I would be a raging emo twit.

Anyhoo, I'll find out sooner or later.

Grooming is the number one way to make yourself more attractive to any man and woman. Following are five tips on grooming for both men and women to become more attractive and of course, also increase their sex appeal.

1. Cleanliness – Everyone should bath regularly. This principle applies more towards men rather than women but it’s surprising the amount of people who don’t realize that being clean & fresh can actually help you look more attractive to the opposite sex.

2. Hair - For the men, it is important to keep your ‘mop’ tidy or to have a style. For women it is even more important for them to visit the saloon. Not only to keep their hairstyles but to try out new styles that could probably increase your sex appeal tenfold. Once you find a good style there isn’t a harm sticking to it with occasional bouts of adventure.

3. Clothes - What you wear also plays a part in being an attractive man or woman. Depending on the type of man or woman you want to attract, you might have to keep in touch or up to date with the fashion industry. Apart from wearing what’s in style, you must wear what flatters your body and built in order to bring out your attractiveness and sex appeal.

4. Keeping Fit – Working out at the gym isn’t always necessary because a man with too many muscles may not appeal to certain women. However, keeping fit is an attractive quality to both women and men. Also, when you exercise you do look better and feel better.

5. Small things – Little grooming details such as having clean nails, shaving (for both men and women) are important in order to be attractive and appeal to the opposite sex. So unless you’re hoping to grow a beard it is better for men to shave. And for women with particularly hairy legs, either shave or use leg cream. The main thing is to do something about it.

When you see or hear the word ‘attractive’, I bet the first thing you think of are physical characteristics. Am I right? When you read the title of this did you think of physical appearance? Well, this will make you think outside the box and a bit deeper about what the word ‘attractive’ could mean.

I challenge you to implement the Top 10 Tips below and watch how people flock to you and it won’t be because your hair is perfect and your body is gorgeous. It will be because your inner beauty is shining through.



1. Actually Listen: Look right at the eyes of the person talking to you and focus on them. Don’t think about what you are going to wear on your date tonight.

2. Actually Let Them Finish What They’re Saying: Stop the urge to butt in and tell the person talking what you think before they are finished which brings me to my next tip…

3. Don’t Give Your Opinion Unless You’re Asked: Most of the time people just want to be heard. If you say you will listen, then listen and don’t give advice unless they ask you for it.

4. Don’t Judge: You never know what other people are going through or experiencing in their life unless they tell you.

5. Don’t Try To Prove Others Wrong: Even if you’re right. People have different opinions and yours may be right for you and theirs may be right for them-leave it at that. If you keep trying to prove your point, you cause yourself suffering and that’s insane. As Eckhart Tolle, author of ‘The New Earth’ says, “Would you rather be right or at peace?”

6. Don’t Brag: This only enhances your ego. Resist this urge and you will see how much more empowering it is!

7. Don’t Tell Anyone What They Should Do: Everyone is on their own, unique, different path. You’re on your own path so why should someone else be following yours?

8. Have No Expectations: If you don’t have any expectations of others, then you will suffer less and you, as well as the other people you interact with, will feel more free.

9. Don’t React: If you allow others to be and not react to their actions or words, you will be in a state of peace and calm (which is very attractive!)

10. P.I.I.P: Put it in perspective. Don’t sweat the small stuff. Is what you’re stressing over really going to matter a year from now? Or even in a month or week? Probably not.

-Describe me in one word- just one single word. Positive or negative.

-Leave your word in a comment, before looking at what words others have used.

-Copy and paste the meme to your journal to find out how people describe you when limited to one word.

It wasn't flagged to be private as intended.

I am sorry for the strife it caused, as it was my attempt to gather my thoughts for a future discussion.

But the three that found themselves very offended by it, I still extend the offer to air your grievances to me directly. This has always been an option, and will continue to be an option.

I want to give everyone a chance to fire away at me. Nothing gets resolved if no one talks about it. I understand that it's a choice to remain silent but the issue still remains and I'm not the only one that has to deal with it.

So if my offer doesn't suit anyone, that's fine. But remember that it causes problems for the one you want to help and protect.

So a new year. Can't say that the last year will be terribly missed as a whole.

Here's to doing things better. Here's to being better.

I wonder how she keeps her rose colored glasses in place?

http://www.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/12/28/rice.administration/index.html

Seriously, how can she justify the failure of FEMA, exposed corruption in the White House, the economic crash, and rampant unemployment with our foreign relations are better?

I thought I couldn't be surprised with anything the Bush administration could do in its last days. Apparently there's more to come.

Is it still too late to impeach him, just to blacken his eye?

Have joyous celebration because of it.

And for all of you in my heart, be well tonight.

Had two wonderful days off last week, after being told each day that there was no work at the office.

Should have known that it meant that there was no work...for me.

Ya think that giving 4 years to Mr Ingwersen would mean that I might get the preferred nod for what work comes in.

Apparently not.

It's okay. It's not like I need money or anything. I just have about $1500 leaving my pocket every month.

Someone take the knife out of my back. It's starting to itch and I can't quite reach it.

It may happen in German Village.

Aaron brought the plague into the office Friday. Today I have no voice.

I can feel his windpipe collapsing in my grip...warm feelings....

I know that in the past couple weeks I've been hitting the emo relationship woes button pretty hard. I appreciate everyone that spares an eye for my journal to taking the time to read. The rest of you I can say all manner of things about you since you're not reading.

I can't say things are ideal, but they are better. Good enough to make me feel that I can share more than a wounded heart. I'm looking forward to unleashing my opinions on you kids.

Today's topic/rant: Bathroom Etiquette

My co-worker, whom I've named Aaron in the past, has a habit of fouling the only bathroom in the office. Now the bathroom is about the size of a closet, about 6' by 3'. It has a fan/light combo that runs only when the light is on. No windows.

All that I've asked is that if the bathroom smells like a bible story, leave the light on and the door cracked for a few minutes. Fresh air is pulled in, essence du poo is eliminated. The problem is that Aaron is so damned dense/rude that it doesn't happen. It's like being hit in the face with a leaky colostomy bag. And this bathroom is within 10 feet of my desk.

Seriously, it makes me want to throw up. And he's proud of this. Proud that an odor that compares to a mixture of gunpowder and diapers being set ablaze comes from his body.

So to get my point across, I'm getting the most obnoxious vanilla scented air freshener I can find. Since he hates the smell of vanilla and whines about being allergic to it maybe he'll get the thrice-damned point.

Or I'll soak the toilet paper in pepper spray. Fire in the hole dickweed!

I want someone, anyone, to convince me that I should vote for McCain in November.

To make things easier for everyone, my vote willbe made with the following in mind:

1) Will I be able to afford health insurance?

2) Will I be able to buy a house/get credit/put money aside for retirement?

3) Will I have to find a job outside of architecture to make ends meet?

Comment and I will....

a) Tell you why I friended you.

b) Associate you with something -- a fandom, song, color, photo, etc.

c) Tell you something I like about you.

d) Tell you a memory I have of you.

e) Ask you something I've wanted to know about you

f) Tell you my favorite userpic from your list

g) In return, you need to post this on your own, or not. It's up to you.

whats your name spelt backwards?: Samej

What did you do last night?: Chainmailled, then slept alone

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: Bootlegged RPG manuals

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: Who hasn't by like the 6th grade?

Last time you swam in a pool?: A couple years

What are you wearing?: Henley, black dockers, black shoes

How many cars have you owned?: 9

Type of music you dislike most?: Old country, pretentious jazz

Are you registered to vote?: yes

Do you have cable?: yes

What kind of computer do you use?: Dell and Winbook

Ever made a prank phone call?: Sure have

You like anyone right now?: *snickers* Like, lust, love...

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: Bungie jump

Furthest place you ever traveled?: Pacific Coast

What's your favorite comic strip?: Looking for Group

Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: No, but I can mumble them

Shower, morning or night?: Whenever I need one

Best movie you've seen in the past month?: Dark Knight and Teeth

Favorite pizza toppings?: Cheese

Chips or popcorn?: Popcorn

What cell phone provider do you have?: Verizon

Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: WTF? No. Just had weed a couple times. I'm such a square. All the cool kids are hittin' that Jiffy shit.

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: I won once. In my own mind.

Orange Juice or apple?: Either

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: Ben Kroeker

favorite chocolate bar?: Twix right now

Who is your longest friend and how long?: I'll get back to you on that. I'm editing my friends list currently.

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: Yesterday

Have you ever won a trophy?: Yep. Best Cunning Linguist

Favorite arcade game?: Alterred Beast

Ever ordered from an infomercial?: I got Nads!

Sprite or 7-UP?: Sprite

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: Yeah

Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: KY His and Her's

Ever thrown up in public?: Tried to aim it for a little kid too.

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: Millionaire, because if it meant that I couldn't have true love money makes me handsome enough to fcuk.

Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yeah

SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: Jimmy Neutron if I had to pick

Did you have long hair as a young kid?: Yes

What message is on your voicemail machine?: Sorry I missed your call.

Where would you like to go right now?: I would like to be worshipping at a temple, there's a couple I would prefer.

Whats the name of your pet?: The Mav, and Giovanni (sorta my pet, least when I visit)

What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: Targus laptop bag.

What do you think about most?: Of her.